いままでの自分が、
周りを優先して自分を殺してて、
気づかないうちに苦しくなってたって気づいたのはいいんだけど。
I realized that I was unintentionally killing my emotions and it put me into difficult position.
今度は、どこまで自分の希望や気づいた真理を人に、伝えたらいいのかすごく難しくなってきてる。
But now it is hard to decide how much I could tell people what I want or the ethics I realized through my life
自分勝手と、自己実現の境界線？ The boundary between self fulfillment and selfishness can be brrur.
わがままになっちゃう？
押し付けになっちゃう？ Am I forcing someone to have the same opinion as me.
もう。難しいっす。
It's really hard to find the boundaries.
自分を見失い中。
I am lost.
二年前から、自分と思ってた性格がぶっ壊されて、
since 2 years ago my personality have destroyed
真逆の性格が出てきたり、
and opposite side of personality has appeared.
一体私は何者？これからどんな人になって、
It made me confused. Now I don't know what was I like or what will I be like in the future.
今までどんな人だったの？ってなって、
完全に迷走中。
I am totally lost at the moment.
